Just when you think that God has quit with the whole miracle idea to make people believe in him, he always fights back in those subtle ways that he has to make things right that completely freak you out.
From the begining of time, God sent prophets and they performed miracles…But miracles are so out now.They dont happen and people dont believe in thme or God for that mattter. We always come up with a rational or scientific idea to explain anything.
Today for the first time in my life God beat me at my own game, proved that he was smarter and showing me  that was the reason that he was god and i was just a mere mortal being.
If you have read my blogs, you’d kknow that i was going through hell at one point. And for that reason marriage seemed like the stupidest idea any decent person would even think of. But yet..here i am week after my wedding and still together.
Love, i never believed in and Men, i distrusted. But today..It hasnt changed but i feel a hell of a lot at ease than i have felt in a long time.
God personally gave me a miracle..a subtle one..not as dramatic as moses, or Jesus but just as good.
I was with a man i thought i would never understand and someone who would never understand me and here i realize that we have the one thing that we never thought we would have in common. Now, i know its confusing, but its the only thing that makes sense to me.
My story i felt it would complicate things. But the sense of relief that i feel is freaking awesome. And im awed at the greatness of god ..for listening to me and bringing someone like him in my life. After all who could understand me better than some one who was in the same situ as i was..Amazing..
Gos is bloody smart…